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It's been exactly a week since Mike and I realized that Nola needed to be at a hospital asap. Tomorrow morning at 3am, it will be exactly a week since we leave the animal hospital back home with Nola. Tomorrow morning at 4:30am, it will be exactly a week since falling asleep in my basement with Nola close to the bed... when I asked Mike, "She's going to be okay, right?" and he said, "I think so." ... little did we know that she would not even last for 12 hours. Tomorrow at 11:45am, it will be exactly a week since Dr. Hornstein's bad news shot at our hearts and we were forced to make the decision.

Tomorrow at 2:10pm, it will be exactly a week since her passing.



I'm much better now. I've recovered a lot. But just knowing it's only been a week is giving me chills i guess. Four days after the whole ordeal, it had felt like weeks had already passed... the days after just felt longer.

Mmm... i guess i'm still mourning. But I have come a long way in moving forward in life. I don't think we ever 'move on' or 'get over it' ... we don't ever forget but we do continue on with life. We do look to a brighter future and know that we did all we could have done... yeah. When i rememebr Nola now, I don't cry anymore. Instead, i feel a lightness and I smile when I remember all of her best moments of being ... a silly puppy. I guess I just feel heavy at the moment because it has been a week.


But yeah. It's all good.


I'm out.



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