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It's been exactly a week since Mike and I realized that Nola needed to be at a hospital asap. Tomorrow morning at 3am, it will be exactly a week since we leave the animal hospital back home with Nola. Tomorrow morning at 4:30am, it will be exactly a week since falling asleep in my basement with Nola close to the bed... when I asked Mike, "She's going to be okay, right?" and he said, "I think so." ... little did we know that she would not even last for 12 hours. Tomorrow at 11:45am, it will be exactly a week since Dr. Hornstein's bad news shot at our hearts and we were forced to make the decision.
Tomorrow at 2:10pm, it will be exactly a week since her passing.
I'm much better now. I've recovered a lot. But just knowing it's only been a week is giving me chills i guess. Four days after the whole ordeal, it had felt like weeks had already passed... the days after just felt longer.
Mmm... i guess i'm still mourning. But I have come a long way in moving forward in life. I don't think we ever 'move on' or 'get over it' ... we don't ever forget but we do continue on with life. We do look to a brighter future and know that we did all we could have done... yeah. When i rememebr Nola now, I don't cry anymore. Instead, i feel a lightness and I smile when I remember all of her best moments of being ... a silly puppy. I guess I just feel heavy at the moment because it
has been a week.
But yeah. It's all good.
I'm out.

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lots of love~
`c-ko d. de cottonball
aka tadako kazahaya
and love your fanfiction
i really hope you update soon...when you have time
I'm sorry about your dog...my friends dog was put down to...
but you'll make it through
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More, more, more, I want more damn it!
I want more pictures and stories!
What?
Eww what did you think i want?
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~c-ko d. de cottonball
aka tadako kazahaya
WHEN DOES THAT EVER HAPPEN!?
I mean usually I get people who have no deviations and have been here like 2 days or something BUT LOOK AT YOOOU ALL FANCEH.
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IT IS RUUUSE I JUST MAKE THINGS *LOOK* VISUALLY APPEALING BUT IT'S JUST A LOT OF SHADING AND BLENDING AND COLORZ LULULULZ I DECEIVE EYEZ.
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~c-ko d. de cottonball
aka tadako kazahaya
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WHEN WAS TAKO A FAE
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"... Now here is my secret, a very simple secret:
It is only with the heart that one can see rightly;
what is essential is invisible to the eye." - Le Petit Prince
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